Too practical.

Influence for this article: Woody Allen’s ‘Vicky Christina Barcelona’
Outcome of this article: Why do I need to have a measurable outcome… isn’t that the problem?

Okay, here’s the deal. I am too focused on getting somewhere in life. Don’t get me wrong, I haven’t chosen a career path and spouse at age 12. In fact, I don’t know what I’m going to be doing 18 months from now. However, I am focused on moving forward and I feel guilty when my actions do not contribute to this goal. I cannot lounge about juggling a soccer ball, unless I’m aware that I’m gaining hand-eye coordination and an appreciation of the world’s favorite pastime. Why is it that some people can be satisfied (and even productive by my standards) wandering through life and only half-heartedly ceasing the opportunities given them? A 40% unemployment in Fresno, California makes me sad, because a group of people that value money making are lost, but a 40% unemployment in Granada, Spain makes me rejoice, because a transient creative community is bursting with artistic expression and love that isn’t restricted by the capitalist norm. Perhaps it’s time I start wolfing on a sustainable island hippy farm... I could fill out my ‘alternative experience’ column of my med school application.